When May was hit with unkindness, filling my heart with so much. The uncertainty was unsettling with fear and the faith was submerging.

As i shared my testimony today, i look back at the prayer that was the pivot point for me and once again drew strength.

Lord I commit Karen and this situation in Your hands. Firstly I ask for Your peace to guard her heart. Lord let her heart not be troubled and let it not be afraid. Because we know who is in control. Not her boss but You! We know also that You are a good good Father and no good gifts will You withhold from us.

Your Word says that those who trust in You will not be disappointed. So if this is a close door, I pray that You will make it clear and give Karen an unshakable peace- the peace that passes all understanding and that what is to come will be even better.

I pray Lord that You will turn the situation around with her boss, that he will treat her kindly and not be hostile. I ask for Your wisdom in this situation and ask that we will learn to trust You and take each step with You. I pray Karen will know where her help comes from… not from men but from the Maker of Heaven and Earth. So I know she is not helpless even though she feels that way which is natural in a situation like this.

But I pray she will hold onto every promise You have given to her and see that her God is far greater and bigger than this problem. I thank You Father that You are for us and with us. You promise that You will never leave us and will fight for us. So I commit Karen into Your hands. And even as she desires to be obedient to You, You will bless her. In Jesus name I pray Amen 🙌🏼

And 1 month a few days later, the affirmation, apology and increment came unexpected. I did nothing but god did everything. I am blessed and my truth renewed. thank you.


Alfred Sim’s with his 最美的时光 for åå¹´ã€‚。。你还好吗?

是否有一段时光 让你想到就心酸
为了爱曾经什么 都不管
我们用青春 去交换疯狂
让日子难忘 却忘了 学会原谅
微笑不想太轻易 被看穿
如果能重来 你是否还会 认定就不放
还是只想 找个人相伴
开始懂得 享受平凡的陪伴
谁在你身旁 那些远方
谁在你身旁 原来简单
One a while, people say things like “I wish i can turn back time or go back to my childhood days to relieve those carefree days” while I shudder with the thought. If given anything, I would choose never to go back to those days. It was a nightmare that i would wish upon no one.
So no thank you, i am happier and at a better peace now than then


最近的我超不想应对好多会给自己负担的事。有时选择一个人默默的离开,想要静一静。算逃避吗?不是不想听实话或不要面对,而是想躲开不必要對談,特別是當我知道對方根本聽不進任何的對話,只想堅持自己的立場時,我只想閃人。今天是的案例是- 自以为很了解别人的人的话.




郁可唯 and her ç¨å®¶è¨˜æ†¶


喜欢一个人 看下大雨
没联络 孤单就像连锁反应

让现在的我 可怜到底
对不起 谁也没有时光机器
已经结束的 没有商量的余地*

我希望你 是我独家的记忆
摆在心底 不管别人说的多么难听
是你 是给我一半的爱情

我喜欢你 是我独家的记忆
谁也不行 从我这个身体中拿走你

有关于你 绝口不提 没问题
有关于你 绝口不提 没关系
有关于你 绝口不提 没限期

This song reminds me of how difficult one takes to not look back to a past relationship.

Sometimes i dont get why choose people keep in touch with their ex but at the same time i understand why they do.

How do you stop caring for someone? There is a special place for all exes just like anyone who have made a difference in your life. But unlike other form of relationship, friendship, kindship, when one breakup, it seems wrong to be in contact and tempt themselves in hearts matter.

but still. 对不起 谁也没有时光机器 – 已经结束的 没有商量的余地.



Let my heart be weigh down by the right things

Because i am restless, guilty yet knowing i need to be more firmly rooted. I asked for closed doors and i shouldnt be tempting to peek. For i asked for open doors but i dont know if the door is what of your will.
For now.. for now

“But be on guard, so that your hearts are not weighed down and depressed with the giddiness of debauchery and the nausea of self-indulgence and the worldly worries of life, and then that day [when the Messiah returns] will not come on you suddenly like a trap; for it will come upon all those who live on the face of all the earth. But keep alert at all times [be attentive and ready], praying that you may have the strength and ability [to be found worthy and] to escape all these things that are going to take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man [at His coming].” (‭LUKE‬ ‭21‬:‭34-36‬ AMP)