bread butter and milk

Youtube randomly this morning because i was finally able to sleep better last night, wanted to hear something or anything about god to remind myself of what i felt yesterday, to renew my faith and strengthen my heart..

Like milk in the morning (although i dont drink milk), it nourish my soul

When you’ve prayed every prayer that you know how to pray.
Just remember the Lord will hear and the answer is on it’s way.

Our God is able.
He is mighty.
He is faithful.

And He never sleeps, He never slumbers.
He never tires of hearing our prayer.
When we are weak He becomes stronger.
So rest in His love and cast all of your cares on Him.

Do you feel that the Lord has forgotten your need.
Just remember that God is always working in ways you cannot see.

Our God is able.
He is mighty.
He is faithful.


Had my usual “butter” and…

Virgo Horoscope
Thursday, Mar 1, 2012

A few interesting encounters will be leading to some new opportunities for you today. And you shouldn’t be afraid to chart your own course right now no matter what others think. Just realize that any difficult issues will end up sorting themselves out and start moving in your direction before long.

If you’re experiencing some lingering concerns about a few things from the past, just try to let go of any irrational fears that are still plaguing you. And remember to keep moving forward and making progress even if you don’t get as much support as you’d like right now. Mantra: I will find solutions by thinking outside the box.


On this day of your life, Karen, we believe God wants you to know … that you’ve been skipping out on God’s most important gift to man – love.

Love is the blood of the soul. God wants all beings to have healthy and strong souls, so God created a simple law to nourish the soul: the more you give love, the more you receive love. Remember all the beings you love – people, animals – that you haven’t thought of lately. Do not wait anymore, reconnect with them today and express your love.

i still fear, still have tears, still have pain
but i have someone to count on and look to now.


it’ god’s way

The first day of the new year was really.. magical.

i had my countdown at the most unbelievable place – Tiong bahru park. yea, unbelievable! Daniel Ong, the host had tweet about the count down party that is hosted by the GRC, bringing butter factory DJ, buttering my favorite town!

meet up with Kirk whom spontaneously agree to come after i whats app on our usual group message and we had a great time dancing with the amazing crowd there.. the vibe was incredible and fireworks spattered all over our little town.


The party ended at 1 which was when Ting and Brian joined us.
We went to the tiong bahru plaza’s xin wang for supper, waiting for li to join us. it was a great catch up as we discussed about our future and *finger crossed* the 2012 bag packing trip.

i was on bed around 6 plus, tired from the dancing but excited. Said my prayers to god and thank him for all the presents he had showered me in 2011. it was a year of good changes, less tears and amazing people i have get to know of and i know it because of jesus. With that grateful heart, i fell asleep.

woke up around noon and went to my colleague place for new year lunch. I was blessed with good food, great company, laughter, well wishes.

But god’s magic doesnt just stop there.. Dearest Kat invited me for a stay at the Resort’s world for a night! Her dad had a free room, or should i say a suite! Kat had been such an angel in my life this year and despite our zero common interest, i am thankful for this special friendship..

I was suppose to meet her after the lunch however that poor girl had to run quite a few errands for family so I decide to go the Singapore Art museum first while waiting for her since they had promoted their open day in Facebook.

While at the cross junction, i saw the church which i always passed by whenever i head home from town and as if there is a pull, i walked towards it. It was around 5 and initially i just wanted to explore it as i have never been to in but always wanted to.

Amazingly there was an evening service at 6pm which gave me torn and mixed desire from my original plan. Without thinking much, i just walked around, hoping to catch a glimpse of the church’ hall.


It was open to my surprise and there was rather empty.. the cooling air con was inviting and i took a seat at once of the benches.

I know this sound weird but i felt like i was home and i have never felt this way in any of the churched i have been to. I took the bible and say my prayer.. this time i asked god for a sign. a hint. a message that will bring the best of me in 2012, that will bring me through all my high and low.

I opened my bible and i read this, the verse that is a wallpaper on my phone now.


The service then start to start and i felt myself unable to pull away from my seat. Thank god i didnt because i had a wonderful service..

The preaching from the pastor was like light in a cave, warm gentle light that brightens my heart and faith with rays of sunhine. he spoke about how we should be thankful not for just the blessings we have received from god, but because we have god in our life. thankful not because of the blessings but because god exist.

there was no usual pressurized moments or “sales speech” about offerings and that had touched my heart the most.. There was no promises, “deals” when the pastor urge for donations, but only urging for a grateful heart. With that, i emptied my whole wallet and made the biggest offering i have ever made since i attended church.

My life might not be awesome but with god, i am going to be awesome and make the best out of it.





shakable faith

On this day of your life, Karen, we believe God wants you to know … that true faith flowers from and through doubt.

If you never questioned your beliefs, – you are just a puppet dancing to somebody’s strings. If God had wanted your mindless obedience, you would’ve been created without mind and without free will. But you have both so you can come to God of your own accord. Just look at the lives of saints, – most of them had gone through a dark night of the soul, and that’s why their faith was so strong. The path to true faith always goes through doubt. So ask those questions you’ve always been afraid to ask, and find the answers, and then your faith will become unshakable.

but i am afraid to be disappointed because i dont think i am worthy of any request…. and there will go – my already shakable faith.


you are you indeed

Another wonderful message today =) happy that someone is glad that i am i ♥

On this day of your life, Karen, we believe God wants you to know … that God is glad that you are You.

Sure, we all have things we want to change, to improve about ourselves. But underneath the flesh and bone, you are an immortal and perfect soul. Always remember that.


God messages

I seldom use any application in Facebook but I really like this particular application – “God wants you to know”.

Of course it is highly impossible that Jesus is the software manager but who know? maybe by fate and god making, he is behind this.

I love it because  every message, much more then often it ties in with the reality of my life and myself. I think there is some very clever mechanism behind this software that involved tracking your daily actions in facebook but other wise, these are really wise messages.

What i really love about this is that not only does it point you to a positive direction or adds a reminder in your daily life, sometimes it surprised me of how certain things are mentioned when no one else even know about it. Or maybe i am just lucky , there are messages that mentioned secrets that are buried so deep that even I’ve been deceived and forgotten about them.

Here is today message

On this day, God wants you to know
… that it’s time you cleansed yourself with laughter and with tears. Let tears take out all the agony that is hidden inside you, and let laughter ignite your contagious joy.